Wires

I've been trying to put the pieces back together

Every since you tore me apart

When you cut the wires in my mind

You said you didn’t care anymore

I thought about that sentence over and over again

I don’t care anymore.

I thought about it a little too hard, 

Trying to understand 

Trying to decipher 

Why you would say such a thing?

I sat there 

I quietly rearranged the wires 

Strewn about in my brain

I thought that maybe if I could find a way

To fix myself, reinvent myself

You would care about me.

I thought I could change myself 

To be the person you wanted me to be. 

I thought of numerous ways to restore myself 

To make you love me again. 

I just couldn’t figure out-

How do I reconstruct the wires? 

The first step in changing

Was to rewire my mindset.

But how would it make a difference

When

I have nothing new 

I am the same material as before,

Just rearranged in a different way.

You knew I was incapable of changing. 

I could not be created nor destroyed,

Only rearranged. 

Do all problems have a solution?

You knew exactly how to destroy me.